One huge reason why I haven’t been writing lately is, aside from my usual depression and complete brokenness, a sense of shame in a way.
I am ashamed and frightened of reactions I would get for moving much further away from any position “officially” held by modern society. Reactions would more likely amount to shock and disbelief than anger.
I have tried to explain that there is no woman who would like me for reasons that have nothing to do with any of my choices in my huge mangum opus The story of your incel.
Even if I would gain some sympathy from a woman it would all be short lived and manufactured, just like giving white blood cells to somebody with advanced leukemia? A woman would soon see I am a coalpha and be disgusted.
But how am I to explain there is no woman I’d be as cruel to as to such a woman, who would express manufactured sympathy?
To put it more simply, if a woman wanted me, even for a short while, I’d consider myself, even more than her, evil scum.
How am I to explain that such a woman would be facing violence to the point of basically being given a death sentence?
How am I to tell men, most of whom are also completely irrecoverable, that Western women are no longer to be treated as any sentient beings? That they are literally game to be hunted.
Hence the title. God is indeed dead, but the music is still playing. People still believe old concepts of relationship, marriage and consent that no longer exist and are merely rearranging the chairs on Titanic.
In a society which claims to fight for even more equality, respect and civility each day these things are now completely gone and unwanted – just look at any film from the 40s or 50s and see how women were treated in what is now laughably called a more misogynistic society.
Modern Western women want disrespect, rape and violence more than ever. At the same time we are being told that these things have been partially stopped and that there is a struggle for these things to stopped even more. Though all the trends are going in a catastrophic direction we are being told they are going in an exactly opposite direction.
World that once was is gone but its shabby old photo is very much alive and is considered a reality. .
Why is that?
The answer to this is trivial.
Modern progressive liberalism is an aberrant form of Christianity. It retained horrible values of it stemming from the New Testament like universalism while violently rejecting the supernatural and patriarchal parts.
God is dead but the music is still playing.