A case against work – short version

This is a short version of a post I am preparing, being called A case against work. I will post this one for shorter references in future and to get a reader interested in an upcoming longer version.

As you might already know, I am basically against the idea that incels should work.

The reason for this is that it is obvious that by working they are paying for their own inability to ever find even unpaid sex, let alone a girlfriend.

This is because paying taxes to current feminist governments eliminated the need of women for providers, since much of these taxes goes to women. Things like welfare, AA, useless jobs for women, all of it ensures that I have nothing to offer women, since I can’t use the horrible process of seduction.

 When providers are no longer necessary men who use seduction get women. and these men are always scum. Those who can’t use seduction are seen as utter scum by modern women, much in the way those who used seduction were seen as utter scum by sane women in sane societies. If  you are to pay taxes you are their money farm.
This has nothing to do with any abstract idea that one should not want to fund feminism. Not at all ! They’d fund it, albeit grudgingly, if they had any incentive to. But the damage done to them isn’t abstract – it is an empty home and an empty bed to return to every day, a life of incredible pain and longing while watching women get raped by retarded thugs around you.
Of course, this doesn’t mean that incel doesn’t stem from feminism. Of course it does. It was feminism that urged for and eventually succeeded in making women no longer dependent on providers, which eliminated all men who aren’t scum (aside from few exceptions in good religions of with huge wealth) from the gene pool.
There are two main reproductive strategies for men. One is the psychopathic dirtbag way of pumping and dumping a lot of females without contributing anything other than sperm. The advantage is that you can have a lot of children and though they lack paternal and family support, some of them will survive to reproduce. The other strategy is the nice guy one of impregnating only one or a few females and spending resources raising the kids, which I would be genetically inclined to do. Historically females preferred the second type of strategy for obvious reasons. However, government policy now gives all the reproductive advantages to females reproducing with dirtbags. 

Evil Western regimes do this giving a huge amount of welfare to solo mothers, giving high paying jobs to females, providing police protection to adulterers and denying decent men stable employment so they can’t be relied upon to contribute much even if they wanted to. This ensures that females have all of the reproductive advantages of breeding with dirtbags with none of the corresponding down side, so females will find dirtbags more attractive than decent men. If you worked out all the resources that go into picking up after irresponsible sluts, I suspect it would amount to most public and corporate spending in the West. Of course, it is hard to explain this to all modern monsters, let alone noncels. Since most monsters today have no idea what a relationship is or why would anybody be in one it would initially seem that talking about sex might do it. But, no, even doing that you’d fail, since these monsters lack any empathy towards anything at all, even things they can somewhat  understand.

So I will try with something even retarded animals calling themselves humans now might understand – visceral fear. If you are a noncel who reads this try to see it this way – would you give me half of your paycheck every month so I could set your house on fire every month or make you eat battery acid? 

The main things women want today are immorality and stupidity. Things like looks or money play a very small role. A disfigured man with enough immorality and stupidity might have problems, while a very handsome man lacking these crucial traits might be approached by a woman,. But unless he is immoral and stupid she will leave soon. In case of money you’d need loads of it to just get some woman who would be with you for it. It doesn’t seem like a viable option for most.

Besides that scenario, women are getting more and more used to poverty since the dirtbags that breed them are usually jobless and poor seducers and petty criminals, so simply providing is useless.

A good example of this is that a “wage slave” is now an insult in America, which was unthinkable when America was still sane, and I’ve heard it said said a couple of times to American men “Which woman would want a wage slave like you?”. Of course, ignoring the fact that women fuck unemployed petty criminal Guatemalan dirtbags all the time.

The evidence for all this is extremely simple and easy to obtain within few minutes. Go and ask a woman if she’d marry a man she’s never seen just based on his income and the fact that he’s not abusive or dangerous toward her. You’ll get statements of disbelief. Well, guess what? This is exactly what women in successful societies were attracted to and wanted.

I won’t even go into the crazy liberal arguments about infrastructure. Somebody aware that he can never even have a girlfriend because of feminism and that he’ll be paying for the infrastructure to be used and inherited by utter scum like children of rapists, seducers and sluts will, in fact, want that infrastructure harmed, not maintained.

It is these men who are the future. Don’t for a second think that betraying fellow non-criminal, not-rapists and decent men by working is a good decision or that it is your duty to pay for the men who will inherit the world. You are not a piggy bank or an ATM for those who have taken any chance you might have at real happiness. You are also not a worker drone. You are a human being and femifascism has taken your ability to ever have a girlfriend or a wife, simply because you’re not an abusive rapist.

Do not fund that ! 

Instead you should show them what a man who had everything taken away from him by feminism simply because he doesn’t kill, rape, maim, cheat and spit on women them does.

Soulmates

(note- this is not a horror stories with women serial vol. 2 or a full story of my first gf)

I am writing this post after reading two comments from two people with various attitudes towards me.

First one was from a sympathetic female commentator who said my problems could be solved if I found a girl similar to me.

The second one was a typical, generic hateful comment from a male hater about me wanting nothing more than a fucktoy.

Well, I think that the first person is wrong and that the second person was wrong.

I often get questions, heartfelt comments or just nasty invective pointed at me about a girl I call The Fatal One, a woman I started a sort of a relationship in July 2007. It ended tragically after I stupidly told her I don’t want to commit a day before she was to go on a long 50 day vacation with her parents, simply for the fear of missing her. This triggered a fight after which she left for that vacation and things went south very soon, though the horrible situation of her torture of me lingered on for many months to come.

What’s pretty sad is that I also get a lot of questions about my second girlfriend, whose relationship with me started when I published her picture on this blog after she offered sex and but then withdrew the offer twice, for made up reasons – the point of it was, in her words, just to mess with me.
We are still friends and laugh at liberals and feminists who believe I raped her, with her sometimes calling me “my rapist” in a jest. But feminists are still crazy and claim I did.

However, I hardly ever saw somebody mention my first actual girlfriend. After all, this was a girl I’ve spent 8 months in a relationship with, which was by far longer than with my most famous girlfriend, the “raped” one.

So, what was the story with her?

Well, after the horrible tragedy that was TFO this girl worked for months to try and restore my confidence in basically the world. This included her trying to contact me for 3 months while I was ignoring me.

But we eventually did get together.

She was the closest human being to my personality I will ever meet – smart, damaged, different. We finished each other’s sentences, could talk for days and never got tired of each other. She was just 17 when we started dating, while I was 21, but she was completely at par with me intellectually. She was also a brilliant student and a very gifted artist.

But what happened in our relationship? For 8 months we never even had sex, simply because we were both too scared. In the end she left me, destroying me even worse than TFO, and lost her virginity to some brain damaged (literally) thug who never called her back. I was left as a broken man who knew he’ll never have something like that relationship again, a 22 year-old virgin who had 8 months to fuck her but never did and a goner in the terms of any possibility of a normal life. It was she, btw, who was the first person to scold me for not raping her.

All of her struggle to get me to give her a chance, to make me forget the incredible trauma of TFO, ended up with an even worse trauma.

So, when you tell me that I should meet women similar to me be aware that there are in fact none, since no woman has any decency and morality.

Matea will be the second person this blog will dox.

You’re much better off just treating Western women as sex objects and non-Western as good, obedient dogs you never talk about anything more than lunch. Anything else brings ruin.

I don’t want to get hurt anymore. In fact, by now I have developed such a mindset that I no longer can.

I just can’t take a woman seriously anymore.

Even if I met a non-western woman I’d just have her like I have a submissive dog and would look for friendship and emotional warmth somewhere else.

It’s sad but that’s what society created out of me.

Because, as Mr. Cornfed says

There seems to be a lot of talk here about not having much luck dating and forming relationships with females in the West. Well duh. Western females are just public urinals being used by different dirtbags. The idea that it is possible to form a relationship with them is ridiculous. Similarly, dating is a thing of the past. This is because Western females are all sluts trying to increase their slut status among other sluts. Therefore they want to be f***ed by high status men. It follows that perceived high status men will have sluts constantly throwing themselves at them, so they won’t have to date to get sex – they can just take their chosen slut home or to a convenient location to f**k right away. Hence it follows that if you are asking for a date with a female then you are not of high status, so as far as the female is concerned you are a loser she wouldn’t want to date. The slutification of females has rendered dating obsolete as a cultural construct. The only way to score Western sluts is if you get across the message that your only interest in them is to perform the most degrading sex acts you can think of on them before severing all contact and that you don’t really care if they don’t want to because you can easily find some other slut who will.

The paradox of incel in modern society

As I often claim, the entire mainstream modern Western society is a mixture of dogma, insanity and lies.

For example, I am often told that we incels only see women as fuckmeat. And in a sense I can understand those saying it, since it is important to remember that these monsters have no sense of what any relationship is – pumping and dumping is all their parents and friends knew. So it comes of little surprise that they are like this as well – they have no other concepts to even comprehend. When they hear about male-female relationships they hear sex, for nothing else exists to them. It is important to remember that.

Because seeing women as fuckmeat is exactly how thugs, the sacred group worshiped by women, sees them. A thug breeds a woman and then can’t stand her anymore so he goes on to breed the next woman – an optimal behavior in a feral, sick world where relationships are a concept as foreign as halberds or Aztec rituals.

If what these crazies were saying was true about incels they wouldn’t be incels !

So what is the truth?

Incels are often (but not always, there are also completely declined, modernist incels) those who make the mistake of offering women humane treatment, relationship and such things. Things that modern women no longer understand and are thus hated. It is like trying to put a wild animal in a cage. It won’t like the cage nor you. And liberalism is supporting this. Its telling incels that it is wrong to treat women like cattle and that it is good to treat women like they deserve respect. So what happens? Incels do so, fail and then get blamed and told they actually acted like they see women as cattle. But they didn’t! They acted just the way you told them – they treated women like entities worthy of respect. Had they treated them like cattle they’d be successful.

And onwards goes this crazy lie, repacked and sold over and over again, sadly to usually the same naive idiots.

It’s the same with another modernist myth, the idea that modern women don’t like rape.

The only “rapists” sent to prison are falsely accused men who women want to get rid of because they’re not immoral and stupid enough. That is a crime today, not rape. In fact, if you don’t actually rape your chances of being accused of rape are much, much higher.

Honestly, if you’re not able to recognize it by now maybe it is better that you don’t reproduce. I’d just recommend also not working so you don’t make even more men incel, but I fear even that is beyond the comprehension skills of such morons.

Midnight musings on TFO

(note – this is not a big post I will do on this person, which will be a part of my Horror stories with women serial)

If you read any of the posts that talked about my life in greater detail you were bound to notice the term TFO. It is an abbreviation for The Fatal One.

Who is this person?

She is a girl I met in 2007, when I was 19 years old and she just 16. My experience with her was in many ways a crucial event of my life. In fact, it is so important that I always divide my life before and after this experience.

What was so crucial about her, then?

I’d like to emphasize the time that I met her first. It was just as I was finishing high school and ending by puberty – a crossroad like no other in life. Tragically, this crossroad led to a disastrous path. It was in 2008, right at the time that I was start to realize I will never get her back, that I started visiting places like incel communities online and introducing myself with the term. Of course, none of this would have happened had I been with her at the time.

While TFO was the first girl I had a successful date with and the first girl who liked me. In these she wasn’t the only girl ever. But she was the first and last person to actually, even for a short time, fall in love with me. In this she is absolutely unique.

She was also the first girl who I really had a long kissing session with and actually touched the way a man would a woman.

But even all that is irrelevant to what she actually was, or seemed like for a long time – a one true chance to find true love and escape incel hell.

Many idiots and haters have commented on her, almost always to point out the facts that they don’t understand and are simply unable to put in the correct context – like the fact that we’ve only been on four dates before things started going south or the fact that I spent a month in detention for a “crime” of threatening her, though no threat ever happened, since she never even saw the text I wrote about her nor was her name mentioned in it. No matter how much insane feminists and liberals want to scream about it, the fact was that I was arrested for my own goodness and kindness, for telling the insane cop hate machine the truth. They were very likely going to release me with no charges that very day. (btw, the facts mentioned here can easily be checked with the leadership of the forum in question).

But that is quite irrelevant.

What is relevant is that my initial mistakes with her, that were seen as disastrous for over 6 years, were actually quite small compared to mistakes I did with girls who did later end up with me. In fact, my actual mistakes with her happened later, though it is sadly the case that my initial mistakes brought me in a position where it was completely impossible to avoid my real mistakes – not at the age of 19 or many years after.

What is relevant is the way TFO showed the innate female insanity and cruelty all women by arranging four meetings she never appeared on, just to, with incredible cold bloodedness and lack of empathy, tell me these were tests to see how pathetic I will look. Bear in mind, this wasn’t some jaded older insane slut – this was a virginal 16 year-old girl who was the best in her school. What, then, could I have expected from older and more experienced women?

I’ve noticed some of the crazier haters believe that all of this happened in a very short time but the fact is that I was falling apart for over an year before I even wrote that.

For many years I justified these things but I no longer do. The way she treated me was abysmal and incredibly heartless. Of course, nobody sees that as women are seen as angels, and not cruel, sick beings they are.

She is no victim, just like those women I coerced for sex aren’t (one of them even became my girlfriend), just no like women who are actually raped today are, but adore their rapists. On the other hand, she brutally victimized me.

But the most crucial thing about TFO today, more than 7 years later, is what I said in the beginning – that life was never the same after her. She was the beginning of a nightmare that never ended. Everything that happened after her was bad. There were some good months and periods but ultimately it was, instead of end that seemed achieved when we started dating (though I don’t really consider her a relationship), a beginning of the end.

After all the frightening things that happened in my life after this monster it is only reasonable that I now regret not killing her. Of course, it is pointless to try to explain that to a liberal, who was brainwashed with extreme hate since he was 7 years old.

In this I am not being superficial and I acknowledge the deeper truth – that problems started earlier, as early as 15 years of age, when I was too shy to meet girls I’d met via SMS flerts in real life. This mistake might have been even more disastrous, though who knows?
Sadly, little over an year passed between my first date and meeting TFO, and less than an year before my first kiss and meeting her.

But the TFO disaster is much more thought about, since it actually includes somebody I meet in real life and actual success.

The scope of the trauma is magnificent. You thought that the Story of… article was long? An article on TFO will be a 70, 000 word tear jerker and by far the most disturbing thing I will ever write. The scope of the disaster and its importance is not just unsurpassed – it is forever unsurpassable. It is something that a liberal, with its slug brain filled only with hate and propaganda, unable to feel love toward anybody, can never understand.

And once I do I will publish her full dox- name, pictures, address, DOB, names of immediately family members, high school, college, everything.

Today TFO is an awful student, quite fat, slovenly, stupid and a slave to bad boy/seducer/omega cock. There is no longer any trace of that beautiful, developed and intelligent 16 year-old girl I met on 1 July 2007. Would she be different had we been together or would she become this anyway, especially with a weak, inefficient, kind, “blue pill” boyfriend I would have been in 2007? The answer seems quite clear.

However, in this sad moment, with no future ahead of me, I still like to remember our first date, those magical 6 hours that forever changed my life. At that moment everything seemed perfect.

But I still have nightmares about her at least once a week. She will never stop haunting me and I will never leave.

Do you still remember July 1, 2007, Sofija?

Darkness 2 – pain and suffering

I read your blog and the first question that came to my mind was: why don’t you take into consideration the fact that there are some women in a similar situation like you?

I’m not writing because I want to argue or to bash you, I’m just trying to understand.

Best wishes 🙂
Anna

-Because there are no women in similar situations.

– I am one.

– No, you’re not and I can prove it in a very trivial way. I’d like to be your long distance boyfriend. I am young, tall, handsome and educated.

You see? You don’t want that, so you’re not incel. My point proven.

– Is it really about proving your point? Or would you like to hear my story?

And since we started introducing ourselves: I am not old yet, intelligent, pretty and sincere, btw. Hello 🙂

– I don’t care about your story, honestly, and it is proving my point.

You’re no incel since you could have me as a boyfriend. I am nowhere ugly, old, mentally deficient or poor enough for you to reject me and still be considered incel.

So you’re not incel, you’re simply mocking actual male incels and go fuck yourself. That was my point, which I have successfully proven.

Anything else?

– Well yes, a couple of things:

You’re no incel
I haven’t been in real relationship since seven years so yes, I am.

I am nowhere ugly, old, mentally deficient or poor enough for you to reject me

Where in my email did I reject you? Where did I write you are ugly, old or mentally deficient?

But you know what? I can see you don’t really want to have a girlfriend, you are just angry and you want to prove your point.

you’re simply mocking actual male incels

How am I doing that?

go fuck yourself

I wish but it doesn’t work that way.

Still I’m sending you good vibes if you want to accept them 🙂
Anna

– No, the fact that you haven’t been in a relationship for 7 years doesn’t mean you’re incel. You clearly haven’t read my definitions I made on the blog.

You know full well that you could have had relationships and sex during that time if you lowered your criteria. Well, guess what? I can’t afford criteria.

So, yeah, you’re not incel, you’ve never been incel and you’re not incel now. You can come here and meet me/date me/fuck me or you don’t have to, but that won’t change the fact that you’re not incel.

And in fact I don’t want a girlfriend, for one reason similar to why I don’t want to fly or have superpowers – it can’t happen. The difference is that a lack of these latter things won’t kill me but a lack of gf will. However, in terms of possibilities these are the same.

So, yeah, I don’t want to listen to “your story”, since I don’t want to listen from stories of noncel women.

So will you fly here or not? In any case, like I said, you’re not incel.

– And, yes, forgot to say – you’re mocking male incels by comparing yourself to them. You know you could find a relationship today, let alone sex. You’re just too picky. So go fuck yourself. Don’t even bother coming here. A single fuck with some Polish bitch isn’t worth it. If I ever see you irl I’ll knock your teeth out.

– Do you have any shame to say such disgusting, clueless, stupid, horrible shit? I can’t even… HOW DARE YOU?

– Ok you are not just angry but full of rage so I’m not going to discuss it with you. I don’t deserve being called bitch because I am NOT one. How can I be bitch if I don’t have sex? There’s no logics here. And you can’t know if I can have relationship easily or if am too picky because you don’t know me. You would find out if you listened more instead of calling me names and follow blindly your own rules.

I guess it’s because of my gender and you don’t want to see me simply as a human being who may have similar experience to you. I am not against you.

– “How can I be bitch if I don’t have sex? ”

Easy. By being a stupid, careless, vapid bitch. You don’t have have sex to be one.

“And you can’t know if I can have relationship easily or if am too picky because you don’t know me.”

I know what you have between your legs. That’s more than enough. If you can’t understand why you’re either dishonest or delusional.

“You would find out if you listened more instead of calling me names and follow blindly your own rules.”

I don’t care why you’re noncel. I am somebody writing for incel people.

“I guess it’s because of my gender and you don’t want to see me simply as a human being who may have similar experience to you. I am not against you.”

I do see you as a human being. But you don’t have the similar experience to me because you are a woman. You can have sex with hundreds of men by the end of this month if you wanted to. You could find 100 potential boyfriends next week. If you think this isn’t the case there is simply no point in talking to you at all. You have to acknowledge this basic fact of biology.

I am not saying you’re intentionally against me but your nonsense is extremely insulting to any actual incels, including female lesbians, who I feel sorry for as much as men. Unless you’re a lesbian, in which case I apologize. Are you a lesbian? If not, you have no business talking about being incel. Shame on you for doing so.

– You can’t have a girlfriend if you hate women. As simple as that.

If you should ever feel like talk instead of insulting, you know how to find me. I just know what loneliness is.


– No, actually, you can have a girlfriend even if you hate women. There is nothing stopping you.

But I don’t hate women. I hate scum like you who thinks they can be compared to actual incels and their pain.

You’re not incel. I am offering you to come here and I’ll fuck you and be in a relationship with you. And the same thing is offered to you by thousands of men in Poland every day, you just have to ask. So how are you incel?

– So, what? This is your compassion? Are you coming to date me or not? If not, what use are you?

jessuh1

jessuh2

What you are reading is some of the communication I had with two women in 2014.

While it is obvious how I attacked the first idiot, in the case of a commentator JesslynNicole I was much more brutal.

She was planning to come here but told me she has a 13 year-old son from rape.
I told her she gave birth to a rape ape, that she is a proof how rapists are winners in terms of evolution and that I want the rape ape’s head brought to me once she settles here (yes, I virtually meant a severed head).

After she refused and gave me some bs how everybody’s situation is different I proceeded to just insult her by telling her she’s worshiping rapist cock and laugh at the idea that she wanted to come here in the first place (and for good reason too, the fucking idiot asked if there’s a war here). Also, I plainly told her I don’t care about her friendship and that I just want the only thing a modern Western woman can give a man – sex.

It is important to realize both of them are delusional and insane – one claimed to be a female incel and the other one had a harebrained scheme of bringing her sick home-schooled child to a country which doesn’t even allow it.
So in that aspect me attacking these women was quite reasonable.

The thing it, IT WAS QUITE DIFFERENT COMPARED TO ALL OF MY PREVIOUS REACTIONS.

In former days I’d be civil with such women, even hope they’d one day come and save me from incel hell. But no longer. I lost my nerves to listen to insane bitches like that Polish scum or delusional single moms like Jesslyn. In previous eras they would be tolerated. Now they were blown aside as if they were a piece of straw. I treated them with such deference and showed them that I just despise them.

On Feb 26 last year I published what was often described to me as the most disturbing and depressing text I have ever written, a bleak account of my life called Darkness.

Predictably, most of the reactions were extremely negative, focusing on aspects like me openly admitting that I now regret not killing a certain woman from my past or the fact that I was desperate enough for a relationship and sex with women that I’d even commit illegal actions to get them.

However, there were some people who recognized the text for what it really was – a frightening account of a sane man trying to do good in a world of monsters and suffering heartbreaks that completely destroyed him.

The text describes a woman I wanted more than anything brutally torturing me by arranging 4 meetings she never appeared on, just to tell me it was all torture.
It describes a woman who struggled for months go gain my trust after the previous disaster, only to succeed and break me in an even more horrible fashion.
It describes a humiliation I got from the woman I lost my virginity.
It describes another brutal torture from a woman who offered sex and then faked changing her mind, just for me to, in a situation of complete desmay, post her picture. These crazy acts from her are seen as genuine and my completely human act as coercion or, to some of the crazier lunatics, blackmail or even rape (the idea is so hilarious that the “victim” herself mocks the lunatics, calling me her rapist).

But a sick feminist, liberal mind couldn’t have recognized all of that. It saw this barbarism as my flaws.

Well, from now on I will do the crushing.

For what happened?

Well, in April of 2014 I suffered a horrendous break with all previous lies and finally looked at reality for what it was.
Things haven’t been or will they ever be the same.

For one, I realized something about relationships. They no longer exist. Nobody expressed this better than Cornfed in this thread

There seems to be a lot of talk here about not having much luck dating and forming relationships with females in the West. Well duh. Western females are just public urinals being used by different dirtbags. The idea that it is possible to form a relationship with them is ridiculous. Similarly, dating is a thing of the past. This is because Western females are all sluts trying to increase their slut status among other sluts. Therefore they want to be f***ed by high status men. It follows that perceived high status men will have sluts constantly throwing themselves at them, so they won’t have to date to get sex – they can just take their chosen slut home or to a convenient location to f**k right away. Hence it follows that if you are asking for a date with a female then you are not of high status, so as far as the female is concerned you are a loser she wouldn’t want to date. The slutification of females has rendered dating obsolete as a cultural construct. The only way to score Western sluts is if you get across the message that your only interest in them is to perform the most degrading sex acts you can think of on them before severing all contact and that you don’t really care if they don’t want to because you can easily find some other slut who will.

I was insane for even believing I could have a relationship with any modern Western woman.

But what lead to this really being confirmed?

I have two ex-girlfriends. One of them, who also happens to be the girl who tortured by faking changing her mind, Ia am in constant contact with. The other was much more difficult to get in contact with but I did.

While one of them (the one who it was much more difficult to get into contact) left me the break-up with my second girlfriend was mutual, as the relationship was a hell she’d constantly create.

But I felt that problems in those relationships were quite similar so I asked them. I asked them at the same time – what was the reason they felt unhappy in them? Both of my ex gfs say I did nothing wrong at all, they were just incapable of a relationship with anybody at all and unable to like anybody at all.

They haven’t told me this to suit my feelings. They told me this years after we broke up (one of them left me and the other was just crazy and actually not even heterosexual). Their lives completely confirm it as well, which is much more important than just their words.

Also, while I did only have two girlfriends (of sorts) incapability for feeling even sympathy for men, let alone falling in love, and even less capability for a relationship is something I see in almost all women. They didn’t need to be my girlfriends or sleep with me for me to see that.
I can believe that some older people are in genuine relationships.

But, like I said, every female I had sex with was in a some sort of a relationship or just “out” of it.

Younger women simply don’t understand the concept at all. This is obvious if one visits any dating site. And young modern men aren’t different at all. I mean, after I was told I just want sex thousands of time when I always claimed I want a relationship. This was simply because a relationship is not a concept that can be comprehended by a modernist mind.

So by now they are actually right, but only because I can’t leave to a non-feminist country. I don’t want a relationship with a modern Western woman, just like I don’t want a dog who’ll be able to play chess with me or a goldfish that will sing.

They can say they have a partner for some time but they won’t act like they have one.

When it comes to women who aren’t in some sort of a religion that demands premarital chastity I met maybe one or two who weren’t sluts incapable of even comprehending, let alone having a relationship.

Anyone can say “I have a boyfriend” and go on fucking other guys. I know that because I fucked such women. Three of the four women I fucked had “boyfriends” at the time. Fourth one didn’t simply because he no longer wanted her at the time, which is why she turned to bother me.

Once this realization set in everything else was pretty simple to explain.

Women were disgusted by me even wanting a relationship. All they want is to be fucked and dumped.

Modernist men are same. They have no idea what relationships are. Women are to them holes to fuck. Dick, vaginas, holes, all they knows.

A good example of this is how people define incel as merely a lack of sex. Of course, this is nonsense. The word celibacy doesn’t just define a lack of sex. It can define an unmarried state or a state of single-hood. People using the word incel as a mere lack of sex don’t do it because they’re ignorant of that. They do it because sex is the only thing they can understand.

That’s all. That’s all. My ex-girlfriends both know this and openly say they’re scum. One even said: “We’re shit”.

My only blame is that I treated women like decent creatures able to comprehend a relationship. That’s all. The nonsense you don’t like about me now has nothing to do with the era of 2006-2012, when after which everything was over. I was a feminist back then. I was certainly a feminist until 2012. I might not have called myself that but I had an insane feminist view of equality (legal equality being defined as exactly same rights for completely different genders, which is crazy) and supported various other main feminist policies.

But why blame women? Feminists claim feminism gives women choices. It doesn’t. Feminism, like any other system, works through social pressures. Today’s women are pressured to be mindless sluts and think this is their choice. Well, guess what? Women 200 years ago also believed that patriarchy and being a housewife are their choice. You think a woman has the right to support patriarchy today? I follow several such women and I can tell you their life is what a life of a slut would have been 200 years ago- their employers get contacted, they get doxxed, threatened, harassed.
It’s not a woman’s choice to be a retarded slut who slept with 40 guys before she was 18. Most women would be far happier and wives and mothers.

So what would be the solution for men like me? Long term I don’t see anything but trying to use women like thugs do and get respected for it.

However, this would be extremely difficult and exhausting.

In the past, men like me didn’t need to use seduction. They were guaranteed a wife simply by being good, providing men. Not wealthy, just providing. This no longer works. You now have to use seduction, which I can’t.

I am already in failing health and my prospects are virtually disastrous. I will never get enough money to leave my country for a non-feminist one but even if I had some… where would I go? It is easy for somebody like Franklin to tout leaving the feminist countries, but this is complicated even for Americans. Franklin was extremely lucky to go to Mexico and find his future wife in just couple of weeks. But I know some examples of Americans who traveled to both Colombia and Russia and got nothing.

Of course, it is senseless for me to even discuss it. I’ll never gain enough money to even try, for one simple reason that negates everything – I no longer have a lot of time.

I am old, broken, gone. The idea that I’d find enough money to just try, and I emphasize try, to move to some distant country is vague. Even European options like Albania don’t seem likely.

And that is the tragedy of my situation. I am a hateful being in extreme pain, surrounded by monsters. The idea that I can find a girlfriend is insane. It will be like claiming I can find something that no longer exists nor am I looking for it. I haven’t went on a single date since that April 2014 day. I know now that none would ever work.

Were I to try dating again this would have nothing to do with my previous, humane behavior. A man who can’t use seduction would have to treat women horrendously to even have a chance.

The harsh truth is that there is absolutely no way out for me. It all comes down to the fact I can’t leave for sane places while I am also unable to find a partner here, where feminism destroyed all desire and need for relationships.

My life is over. Had been for a long time. I had the misfortune of being born to decent parents who taught me outdated, redundant values.

My parents told me to respect women and treat them with politeness and kindness I’d show to a fellow human being like me. This resulted in a complete catastrophe and brought incredible hatred upon me. Nobody will ever want me here and if they did I’d be for brutal fucking and nothing else.
My parents had good intentions but were naive and stupid. They just blindly taught me values and behavior that could have been useful in 1985 (and even then not in USA or Western Europe) but was hated in a 21st century feminist country.

Of course, I know the reaction a sick, feminist mind will have to this. A sick feminist mind has no empathy for anybody or anything. Therefore it is dogmatically taught to pretend to have empathy for some chosen groups but even that is a lie.

A sick, feminist mind will, with incredible heartlessness, ignorance and naivety, just say that I must forget all relationships and women. Because, you know, that’s what my ancestors did for thousands of years. But the insanity will get worse. A sick mind will want to me to work to finance slutdom. It will cover it in nice words like “paying for roads, public parks and hospitals”, believing I actually care about those when they’re inhabited by vermin that hates me and all decency.

No, both of these insane ideas won’t happen.

But some important and necessary things will.