A new poll – where am I from?

So, I decided to make this poll because so many people are wondering where I am from. The options I will include are those that have been mentioned on various sites or here by trolls.

I will not allow comments here and anybody bawwing about this on other posts will have their comment deleted and possibly even banned if he/she goes on with this, as will those who try to mention any locations somewhere else on the blog. So, all of you trolls and people who think they know where I’m from, don’t bother, your posts will never see the light of the day and you will probably be banned.

A binge… probably going nowhere

I just messaged close to 30 women on OKCupid. The message is of high quality and isn’t the one I posted here before.

So far I got just one response but not even half an hour has passed. The girl is standardly retarded, accusing me that I only want a relationship when my message clearly states I’m open to everything but friendship.

We’ll see what happens. I don’t expect anything.

Quo vadis, atheism?

GET AWAY FROM ME, YOU SCOUNDRELS, YOU RELIGIOUS FREAKS, YOU FANATICAL FUNDIE FUCKTARDS !!! I WANT NOTHING TO DO WITH YOU, I OPPOSE YOUR DISGUSTING VIEWS, YOU ARE THE SCUM OF THE EARTH !!! I S-P-I-T O-N Y-O-U !!!! I FEAR YOU !!!!

…!!!!!!!!

What is this? Who are you running away from in such panic, GGG?

Something a bit different today, but still connected to incel and the need of government intervention  in certain segments.

I certainly learned how disgusting members of religious community can be no sooner than I turned 3 or 4, when I was sent to this awful Catholic kindergarten, where I wasn’t  even allowed to pee before we would finish the prayers, which I was too young to understand and see as anything but repetitive and scary, and then got beaten by the nun because I peed in my pants.I had the chance to learn this once again when I was 9 and taking classes before my First Holy Communion – that nun was extremely stupid and  not suited to deal with children. During that time I was already a target for the bullies because I was clumsy, overweight, extremely shy child who couldn’t sing or draw for shit, despite getting straight A’s in all “real” subjects. During those retarded classes we would always start with singing of some part of Church music or whatever it was. One afternoon, during the class with the nun, my bullies told the nun that I’m a great singer in mocking voices. Every teacher in my school would had recognized this for what it was and would told them to stop it. But she was no teacher. Instead she told me to get up and sing, which I did, because I was 9 and a figure of authority ordered me to do so. She thus caused great pain and humiliation to a 9 year-old boy who couldn’t sing and great joy to my bullies. Of course, she was way too dense to understand what just happened and told me that my singing is horrible and that I should sit down in angry voice, causing even more laughter for the bullies.

But these events were not the reason I became an atheist so early in my life. These things didn’t influence me too much because I couldn’t understand much of it then and was simply too young to form the connection between their behavior and belief in God, let alone any relationship with religion on my own.  Also, kids this age tend to forget stuff quicky and time passes much slower for them – my view on that event with the nun when I was nine was not the same when I was ten, fifteen or twenty-four. I probably remembered it the least when I was ten. I listened to the stories from the Old and New Testament but was also too young to form an opinion.

But before I was older than 11 it was over – as I’ve left my early childhood while gaining a lot of new interests and skills in 1999 I simply realized that there are no gods and that all religions based on a belief system are based on a lie. I never decided to be an atheist, it just happened with me getting older and more aware of my thoughts and the rest of the world. I realized there’s no proof of any gods, never has been and that death is almost certainly like falling asleep with no dreams. My views at that time were somewhat simplified because focused on belief, thus actually showing an extreme Christian bias. Only Christianity considers belief the core of religion. Islam includes both belief and practice in the core. No other religion includes belief in the core. This bias, created because I was a kid living in a Christian country,  remained for a good decade, mostly because I never cared about religion at all and only found that most religions don’t include belief in the core by accident. I never believed in God and becoming an atheist wasn’t some great conversion for me, just a logical thing to become.

But let us return to here and now, to a Western culture where most people believe in this God of the desert. I don’t know the definition of a radical atheist but I take my atheism very seriously. I am one of those people who would stop any public funding for any churches, take away much of church property, change the nature of contracts my country has with the Vatican, move religious education and prayer from kindergartens and schools to churches exclusively. The distatestful, pompous ceremony now performed at Vatican, where rich parasites from all over the world are choosing their new leader fills me with disgust.

Despite all of this, during the last couple of years I see things that would make me feel ashamed of being an atheist, if I could feel shame for my convictions because of  actions of others that hold them and if were to  believe that their thoughts and actions have to do with atheism

The problem with atheism today are those atheists who have created what is called The  Atheist Cult. When it comes to moderate members of the Cult true description of themselves is “we’re atheists, that means we’re smart”, their true goal “God doesn’t exist so let’s suck each others cocks”.  These people are losers. Everyone whose life revolves around his atheism is a loser. They’re funny and harmless. And, unfortunately, are becoming more and more of a minority.

Sadly, what’s becoming a majority of the Atheist Cult are disgusting, utterly wretched people esposuing dangerous and toxic ideas like third wave femifascism, extreme misandry, myths of “patriarchy” and “rape culture” (and general obsession with rape), cult of therapy, political correctness, hatred of the white race, waging of war Western men while remaining unforgivably silent on the unspeakable oppression of women and girls in Islamic societies and a cult mentality. These people lack any critical thinking and treat each other and their enemies in a way a cult does.

I first encountered these people couple of years ago when I disagreed with them about something on a certain forum. I registered and expected a civil debate. Within moments all of my points were strawmanned and I was showered with insults in a way I would never be on any Christian forum. I was shocked. These people are rational atheists?! They seemed more like crazed 17th century mob attacking what they thought was a witch.  I soon realized that in order to debate there I would have to put 90 percent of them on ignore list and debate the few who weren’t complete lunatics. The scary thing was that most of them were educated, successful people. How, then, can they make such awful logical fallacies and act like they’re from the 11th century? The only way for me to understand this is if I acknowledge that they are religious, but have just chosen different gods and symbols.

But it gets worse than that. There is also a third type of  Atheist Cult members. These are the dangerous ones. In a manner of worst religious fundies these fools are ready to harm their perceived opponents in real life by doxxing them, contacting their family members, friends and work place. Why? Simply for not agreeing with what they have to say. I was a target of such people once and now I’m their target again. Both times the goal wasn’t to critize me in a rational manner but to dox. I am pretty certain that no Christian would go after me in this way. Of course, once you oppose these violent, insane people and tell them that this, once it becomes real doxxing, will not go unpunished they accuse you of threats, call you a psychopath for refusing to take it like a dirty enemy should and try to make themselves look better with a bunch of lies – for example, that I “stalked” a woman trying to dox me ON MY OWN BLOG SHE CHOOSE TO POST ON, when I didn’t even care about her IP nor do I remember it, that I published her real name when I never did or that I declared a war on her when all I said is that war will start if she starts it – if I wanted a war I’d start it by now, having more than enough info on her ! If I remember some more lies I’ll add them.

Many people belonging to the third group are now joined in Atheism+, a lunatic fringe movement best defined my Urban Dictionary as A bunch of frauds. Despite having atheist in its name it really isn’t atheism at all. Their goal is to subvert atheism with the religion of feminist indoctrination and bitch about non existent misogyny.To these people any legitimate questioning of feminists and female privilege is grounds for calling anyone a misogynist. Atheism Plus is really nothing more then an attempt at co-opting the meaning of atheism.Atheism Plus is nothing more than dogmatic feminists trying to commandeer the atheist movement. This will set back Atheism for decades if these usurpers gain popularity.

Their actions include banning of all who oppose them, doxxing private info, threatening critics employment and using DMCA as a doxxing and censorship tool.

Of course, there are members of the third group who aren’t members of Atheism+.

How does all this relate to incel? Not too good, I’m afraid. These people are feminists and they see incels, those poor men many of whom are suffering for decades as just entitled whiny brats. A woman who had been looked at awkwardly by a man on the bus is more deserving of pity than somebody who had been incel for 30 years to these people. That’s how insane, disgusting and vile they are.  Most of them even refuse to acknowledge that incel exists, simply because it’s not a medical disorder, even though 1. A twelve-year old would understand that a chronic near-total or total absence in a person’s sexuality of intimate relationships or sexual intercourse that is occurring for reasons other than voluntary celibacy, asexuality, antisexualism, or sexual abstinence does exist, and can’t be called a “dry spell”, unless you think that being a virgin at 50 is also a dry spell 2. Nobody ever tried to say incel should be a medical condition. 3.There have been studies made on involuntary celibacy.

It’s even worse when it comes to love-shyness. Same old arguments about it not being a medical condition are thrown combined with stubbornly calling it nothing more than social anxiety, when everybody who suffered from it or is currently suffering knows that his fear of approaching a woman or making and kind of romantic advances is much worse than any other fear of any other social situation and that love-shyness should be included in the DSM as a specific phobia. Brian G. Gilmartin is attacked because he talked about astrology and  reincarnation, past life regression, and Kirlian aura, which is used to say he lacks any credibility, when in fact it would be useful for anybody to read his book in order to understand why love-shyness certainly isn’t social phobia, though it often stands in correlation with it.

Their solution to these problems? Therapy, stop being “entitled” (when in fact they never actually explain why are incels entitled), treat women with respect (disregard that many people who are complete trash and don’t even treat themselves with respect, let alone others, have partners and get them with ease), more therapy, annoying insistence on “nice guys” when most incels don’t even call themselves that (and I find it stupid when some do!), attempts to make you believe that your incel isn’t the problem, your reaction to it is (when incel is definitely a problem and everybody but these heartless brainwashed beasts can see it), attempts to make you believe that your reaction is the only problem because, remember, incel “doesn’t exist”, false accusations of too high criteria when most incels have very low criteria after decades of deprivation, the desire for incels to learn to live in this unnatural state (which goes against the basic human nature) aaaaaaaaand… more therapy.

The consequences of such horrible approach are visible in incel communities- I have never met an incel who was helped by therapy and the hatred most incels show towards feminism and The Atheist Cult in general is astounding.

So, how would I define these people, these parasites on the name of atheism? They are, simply, bigoted and dangerous fascists, a modern analogs of religious fanatics of the past. Thus you have PZ Myers calling all anti-feminists Marc Lepine and many other disgusting examples.

The problem here is that you can’t fix fascism- fascism needs to be taken down !

Does that mean that atheism should also be taken down?

Of course not. Fortunately, there are still sane atheists so it’s not like you go crazy the moment you become an atheist. What we sane atheists should do is

1. Condemn lunatic groups like Atheism+, which give atheism a bad name, and call them out on what they are.

2. Reject femifascism, extreme misandry, myth of “patriarchy” and “rape culture” (and general obsession with rape), cult of therapy, political correctness, hatred of the white race, waging of war Western men while remaining unforgivably silent on the unspeakable oppression of women and girls in Islamic societies and a cult mentality. Make a firm and decisive effort to explain people that these ills are not there because of atheism but because the atheist name is being used for other, malicious purposes.

3. Inform the public about these differences between atheists and The Atheist Cult.

4. Not get allied with extreme religious and right wing groups while doing so, as this would only harm us.

Luckily, thing seem to be getting slightly better. I don’t often post videos here but I liked this video by an atheist woman

And this kid makes a good analysis

By now it should be pretty obvious who was I running away from in the beginning of this post.

Replying to car dance’s questions…

This guy called car dance asked me some questions some days ago. He’s not that  bright but a nice enough kid and I promised to reply. Here it is…

1)”what caused you to be incel?”

What caused my incel was mostly the fact I didn’t have any female friends in childhood and didn’t have any female friends until I was like 18 years old. What’s more important is that I gained no romantic and sexual experiences during the crucial teen years due to a  (unjustly) unrecognized disorder called love-shyness, which made so frightened of girls that I couldn’t even meet IRL with those I would meet through a cell phone chat or online.

” some incel people blame it on women, some blame their parents, but none blame themselves for being standoffish, unkempt, possibly ugly and cruel (I haven’t seen pictures of you so I can’t assume)”

Lots of weird stuff written here. Unkempt people generally don’t complain of incel as they have other problems like homelessness and poverty. Some incels do claim they’re standoffish and MANY claim they are ugly, even that looks are the only thing that can cause incel. Being cruel generally doesn’t stop you from being incel and even makes you more attractive in some cases, unless your cruelty is clumsily and unreasonably aimed at women. My looks were never the reason I’m incel. You can’t make such generalizations if you’ve never been a part of incel communities.

“but it seems like you blame your parents the most. am i wrong?”

Yes, you are wrong. I blame my parents for not helping me for 10 years, not for creating my incel.

2)” if incels like you can stop being incel on their own, why do they need government programs to help them?”

Well, regarding the fact I’m currently noncel- even though I am not incel now by my own definition I’m still on very slippery ground, depending on Internet to get dates. I’m currently seeing a person who I can’t stand just because she puts out and was rejected or lack chemistry on 5 other dates I had last month. I will end it with that person I can’t stand very soon and it’s very possible I might not find sex or a relationship within the next 6  months, thus becoming incel again.

But if I don’t become incel I will not need government help. However, I’m not doing this blog for myself. Incels who have never gotten a kiss and are 40 will certainly need a government program to help them.

“why not start your own company and make a million dollars helping other incels find partners?”

I just don’t think this is possible for now. I don’t see how any bank would give me a loan for something like this and how would this service be registered. What needs to happen first is the introduction of the term incel in mass public.

3) “what is your romantic goal in life? fuck a lot of women, get married to one and have babies?”

I’m currently closer to the first goal and don’t consider having a family for now. But I haven’t met the person I would be in a real, serious relationship yet so this might change one day.

“when will you know your quest is complete and you no longer are incel or threatened by incel ways?”

Difficult to say. I would know that my own fight against my incel will be over and I will no longer be incel or threatened by incel happening again in two cases….

1. If a find a partner I will remain with for a lifetime – but how much time will pass before I know that person is the one? 

2. If I regularly start finding sex or relationships in intervals less than six months.

An unprecedented thing happened today when it comes to first dates….

I guess it had to happen someday and it did, by the time I falsely believed that chemistry could only be a mutual thing or be nonexistent.

A girl who swept me off my feet rejected me. This has never ever happened to me before. I mean, I did chase girls who didn’t want me but they no longer wanted me.  All of my dates were either with mutual chemistry or mutual agreement that there’s no point in being more than friends. I was never  ever rejected by a girl I liked on a first date. Until today.

I will not deny that her looks played a part in my attraction to her. She is, quite simply, the most beautiful girl I have ever went on a date with. The only one that could be compared with her was the one when I fucked up and fell asleep in September 2007. And I think she’s even prettier than her.

But the way she talks,  her wit and mannerissms are so damn cute too. I just like her, a lot.

She doesn’t like me. She doesn’t even want a second meeting. I didn’t even ask her for it but honestly said that, things being the way the are, it would probably be better for me if I never saw her again and she agreed. I should just block her now and forget about this sad affair.

This shook me so much that I sobbed like a child when I came home. Why can’t I have a girl I like for once?

Well, tomorrow I’m gonna smoke pot with and fuck that girl I’m seeing, that should make me feel better. Or not. Who am I kidding? I should just break it off with her, but I can’t. I can’t be alone again…. even if I still am. But I’m at least getting sex and some companionship, even with a stupid hick like her.

I hate this fucking shit.